Chronobiology. Did you know that we’re always experiencing the ‘timeclocks’ of our biology?

Chrono (time) biology is the study of biological rhythms & the effects of time on our biological events and internal biological clocks, as stated by the National Institute of Health.

One such time clock, is that connection with natural light/dark cycles, that tells our body when to sleep & to wake. Ideally, this circadian rhythm is in tact & we flow with it into solid sleep & waking states. Unfortunately, many suffer from being very out of sink with healthy sleep cycles which leads to a myriad of health issues. I was one of the many for years. But that’s another story. Every cell in our body have layers of timeclocks, every organ, every system … you get the gist! Our body carries such profound intrinsic wisdom that we can learn to be in relationship with.

This post is more personal than academic, as I’m no way highly educated in this topic. For me, it’s a really profound awakening for my own understanding of how deeply we’re effected by timelines that loop through events recorded in our personal records of chronobiology. Though I began understanding this experience before knowing of this specific study/science, when I learned about it during my time in Biomancy University, the aha’s were many. I hope you find some of your own epiphanies that allow you to repattern your thoughts/emotions/behaviors.

I’m going to do my best to make this concise (haha) so please bare with me. Some of you may know that I’ve had some imbalances as of late with my pancreas. The companion issue has been a life long recurrence of constipation, known as ‘the inability to let go’ emotionally.

During the visit with my acupuncturist, he looked at my chart & saw that since the first visit to him, on September 24th, 2018, and this visit on September 25th, 2023, the visits in between have all been within the August/September window. His suggestion was that there was a deeper cyclical pattern revealing itself, in the circannual cycle. In my language prior to Biomancy, I’d call it a ‘timeline loop’.

Not having a clear sense of exactly what cycle was playing out, as I drifted off to sleep that evening I called in the luminous presence & wisdom of the night’s darkness, to help me see clearly. In that in-between state of not really awake, nor asleep, communication was received.

From the time I began school in kindergarten (& younger) we moved around ALOT. Every new school year, I started at a new school. This went on until we moved to Oklahoma. In 1977 I began the middle of 7th grade in Cleveland, OK and 8th grade in Tulsa at Wright Jr High, followed by Edison Sr High. This was the most continuity of peers, location, rootedness in my life. By the time I entered the 10th grade in high school, that was my 13th school. And as we all know, the school years start in the months of late August & September. It was always highly stressful, meeting new kids all of the time, wanting to fit it & be accepted, and I was growing in anger over the years.

I was shy & introverted. However, in order to manage all the change over the years, I became very out-going, friendly, seeking approval. Until, I landed here in Tulsa & began to find my peeps.

I’d like to say that once I was on my own, I found a way to root myself. But, alas, I continued of my own accord to move around & explore life in new areas of Portland and then new cities until landing back here, in Tulsa. The timeline looping remained subconsciously governing this part of my life. It was what I knew … all the way down to my cells.

Over the years I’ve visited this life experience & healed fall-out from this early journey. I’ve gleaned the jewels of the pain; grown to appreciate the gifts; & understood my Soul’s need for this life. It didn’t escape me either, that this pattern began when I returned to the only place that had ever felt like home to me.

The other companion behavior of my constipation pattern, was not only the deep, on-going layers of tension & fear yearly, but the fact that for most of my life, was the resistance to use public toilets for anything more than peeing.

So many light bulbs went off over these last couple of weeks. Though I’d resolved all that took place on many levels, the deepest layers hadn’t been unwound yet. This body has been storing these records of events & compelling my subsequent momentum of life patterns. I now have the information to work more consciously with the completion of these cycles, the behaviors that have birthed from it in my present life, & I’m actively repatterning all these layers of myself.

It’s no surprise to those who know me well & know my journey, I truly have fun being a detective of my own subtle realms, working in this amazing, intelligent laboratory of the body, and use these experiences to support others in accessing their own greater wholeness.

We have the power to repattern our biology, brain, and chemistry to support our flourishing & evolution. It feel like magic sometimes, but all of this is innately within the divine human blueprint. The celebration is that more of this information & ability is coming on line for us, as we awaken!

When working with me to Craft You Life, this is interwoven to support your conscious co-creation. Reach out to learn more.

I’d love to hear if you hade any interesting epiphanies regarding your own life’s journey.

Celebrating our Wholeness ~

Lotus